("God Desires the Heart")
4 Oct 2007
Once upon a time, in the temple of Krishna in Vrindaban, there was a night watchman who guarded the temple from thieves for in the inner shrine was a statue of Krishna with a large diamond imbedded in the crown. All night to keep himself awake he would sing devotional songs known as bhajans. One night the chief priest, who was a renowned classical musician, was walking by the temple and heard the strident, off-key songs escaping from within. He grew angry and burst into the temple.
“Stop that racket!” shouted the priest. “Your harsh voice disturbs the serenity of the temple. Don’t you know Lord Krishna is taking his rest at this time? Get out of this temple an never return!” The shocked watchman left at once, and after a few minutes the priest’s anger subsided. He realized he had been impetuous, for now there was no one but himself to guard the temple. He decided to stay the night and look for a new watchman the next morning. Hardly an hour had passed when the priest heard heavy footsteps coming from the inner shrine of the temple. He checked both doors to the shrine, but they were still locked. No one could have slipped past him. He put his ear up to the door. The footsteps continued. Fearing that some clever thief had somehow found another way into the shrine, the priest unlocked the door and rushed in. To his astonishment he found the statue of Krishna pacing back and forth. O blessed night, thought the priest. Because of all my good work Lord Krishna has come to honor me in person. “My Lord!” cried the priest, falling to his knees. “To what do I owe this honor?”
“I cannot sleep,” replied Krishna angrily. “The man who sings me lullabies all night is missing.”
The priest was stunned for a moment but then recovered his wits and said, “I will sing for you, my Lord. I am a most accomplished musician.” The priest got his tambura from the next room, tuned it, and began to sing in classical ragas the same bhajan he had heard the watchman sing. He played perfectly, his voice hitting each note with precision.
After listening for several minutes Krishna waved his hand and said, “I have heard classical ragas for centuries and could sing them myself much better than you. No, I must have the singing of that watchman. For fifteen years I have listened to it and now it is the only thing that soothes me.”
“But my Lord,” said the priest, “He is tone-deaf and has a nasal voice. Allow me to play my tambura while you relax to its musical drone.” “Don’t bore me!” said Krishna. “Get the watchman at once.”
The frightened priest could not argue further and rushed to the house of the watchman. He heard sobbing coming from within, and knocked on the door. After several moments the watchman answered, tears rolling down his face. “What are you crying for?” asked the priest.
“I have been separated from my beloved temple,” said the watchman. “My life is only worth living in devotion to my Lord.”
“Then you are in luck,” said the priest bitterly. “Lord Krishna has come to life in the shrine and he is asking for you to come sing to him”
Now it was tears of joy that flowed from the eyes of the watchman. He followed the priest at once. When they reached the temple Krishna was still inside pacing. “I could not sleep after you left,” said Krishna. “Please, start your bhajans, and lock the door as you have done every night.” The priest locked the door. The watchman had fallen to his knees and was gazing at Krishna in wonderment. The priest had to shake him, and then the watchman began to sing, tears still rolling down his cheeks. It was as harsh as ever, and even more faltering, and the priest winced, expecting Krishna to strike them both for insulting him with such noise. But he looked at Krishna, and the god had a look of deep contentment on his face. Then the priest heard a sound in the watchman’s voice that had been there all along, but that he had never noticed. It was as if he had been watching the reflection on the surface of the lake, and then suddenly by shifting his eye he saw for the first time the pure depths beneath.
The priest had performed concerts all over India, and had listened to many more, but never in his life had he heard this sound. It rose in his body like a crystal bell, and he understood that everything he had heard before then was just notes, just sound, and that what he was hearing now was pure love. For the first time in his life he experienced bliss. The night passed slowly. As the watchman sang the statue of Krishna returned to its pedestal and resumed its usual position. When the eastern sky began to turn red the watchman stopped singing and prostrated himself on the ground before the statue, tears of joy still falling.
For a long time the priest waited for the watchman to rise. Finally, when he began to worry that the morning worshippers would start to arrive, he walked over to the watchman and said, “You can get up now. Your duty is done. Go home and sleep.” But the watchman did not respond. The priest gently shook him, and the watchman’s body rolled over. His soul had risen to be with his Lord, and though he was dead his face glowed with bliss, his body shone like the morning sun, and the temple shrine was filled with light
Here's another version of the story:
An orthodox swami, going through a village, paused in front of a poor mud house. Somebody was laughing, somebody was singing. Intrigued; the swami went nearer and held out his bowl. He saw a woman feeding here children. There were five of them sitting on the ground -four beautiful children, and a fifth. To his great surprise, the fifth was the Child-Krishna, a statuette made of wood and plaster such as are sold in the markets. The mother was making a little ball of rice and putting in into one mouth after another. The Child-Krishna was receiving his share and this was why they were all laughing.
“What are you doing?" cried the swami. " How do you dare to play with the Lord Krishna and offer him that unclean food which goes from mouth to mouth? What sacrilege! " Frightened; the woman prostrated herself at the monk's feet. " My lord swami, " she said; " I had no idea I was doing wrong. My children are so happy to play with Shri Krishna. He is their companion. If I have offended the Supreme, how can I be pardoned? Please help me!"
"Give me that statuette, " said the monk severely, "and I will take it to the village temple where the Lord Krishna will be bathed and worshiped rightly and treated with respect instead of being used as a plaything. You will visit him when bringing your offerings to the priests!" The children were upset. They were losing their friend. The mother wept for shame. She wrapped the statuette and gave it to the swami. He carried it to the temple and told the priests what he had seen. They were outraged. But the same night the swami could not go to sleep. Suddenly the Lord Krishna appeared to him in all his glory. "What have you done?" he said to the monk " I was so happy at that woman's house! I loved her devotion and her laughter, and now you have shut me up in a dark temple. Listen, I will not eat anything nor accept any offerings until you take me back to her. Her rice was cooked just right and that is the rice I want - no other!
As Retold by Harish Johari
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